Whoaaaa~ as friendly as the dengue site can be, the “members” site ain’t much friendly~ each time I said Hi to them, or greet them Morning/Afternoon, they would just… stare… @__@ especially room 30… gosh… he even complaint on the 2nd time I went in to greet him on alternate days~ that isn’t nice?! Is it? Yea~ it’s so not nice… =(
But however… I think I could understand… imagine… kay? Imagine… Nigel, you’re infected with HIV~ your thighs rotting… you’re bed bound, and you’ve.. say… 3 tubes coming from your body… you’ve got a stoma bag attached to your abdominal area… and you have……………………………………………………………………. Zzz…
YUCK!!!!! Definitely I wouldn’t wanna live anymore.. I’d rather die than have those on my body… CORRECTION!!! I’d rather die to have any ONE of those on me… damn~ those people are strong… @__@ don’t they feel like dying? No no no, please don’t feel like dying~ geex~ I would go depressed talking to you people too.. T.T gosh… real strong if they can choose to live on like this~
But well… I’m certainly not giving up~ jus look at the consultant~ Man~~~ everyone responded to him~ the consultant~ gosh… he deserves to be in that position~ he’s so… extremely caring~ and very knowledgeable too~ it’s definitely cool to have him around~
But man~ I really am having a hard time talking to them… especially room 30… especially him~ after getting complaints from him directly that I keep entering and that its annoying, I’ve never really entered to that particular room again till the CI asked me to… Dressing~ his dressing~ Gore~~ Disgusting… I really cannot imagine even a centimeter of that in between my legs… it’ll be sooo… annoying, irritating, and everything~ its soo… yuckie~!! Yuck!! Oh gosh… I don know if it’s sympathy or what… but… I really do want to help him… but with him groaning every minute we touched him? Gosh.. I give up~
He’s so difficult!!! Oh but.. yes.. geex… I’m impressed with the CI too on this… she’s so patient with him~ soooo really patient… *If only my mum’s like her~* at that particular moment, with each time he groans… with each time more he groaned, he pisses me off… *Man~ we’re here to help you!!! Can’t you help us to help you too?!?!* or did he not realize we are helping?? =.= but oh well… really… I wouldn’t want enter that room. again… lols~ I’ve left the vital sign taking all to Felma~ particularly that room.. hehe… *I’m so mean~~* (Yes yes I know~ >.<)
But really… if I were to be attached to the “members” site instead of to the dengue site, I would probably have different ideas and 2nd thoughts, on whether to really want to choose CDC or not… they’re really so hard to work with~ if at the “members” site, the only thing I would love, will be left with the nurses I’m working with, the doctors to joke with and to know more bio-ly, and the CI to guide us around… which meant, one main factor lesser to enjoy… the patients~ which is really more than what all working as a nurse is about… geex~~ do the students know how much fun it is to work at the dengue site??
No no no… gosh I don want to work with the “members”~ maybe helping out? Yea, maybe~ but gosh… I love the dengue site more… no biasness~ but the “members” are so really hard to work with… really… T.T
@__@ wait till the CI sees this… wonder if she’d scream at me…
NYP YEAR 2
Nursing Student
Nigel Chua